tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7737149064220281943.post2975139023407666334..comments2023-06-29T03:23:12.138-06:00Comments on A Violet life for me: The current cycleMichellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03285428857033727987noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7737149064220281943.post-35668099384329916022014-05-26T11:06:03.750-06:002014-05-26T11:06:03.750-06:00Love you cousinLove you cousinMichellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03285428857033727987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7737149064220281943.post-56390825007192009482014-05-26T11:05:42.350-06:002014-05-26T11:05:42.350-06:00Thank you for your kind words Bianca. I do hope on...Thank you for your kind words Bianca. I do hope one day the hole in my heart isn't quite as gaping and huge.Michellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03285428857033727987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7737149064220281943.post-10035619010699305362014-05-26T11:04:43.635-06:002014-05-26T11:04:43.635-06:00Thank you as always for your kind words. "No ...Thank you as always for your kind words. "No one else will ever fully understand…nor do we want them too. But it's hard…because we kind of wish they would." This. I could never eloquently explain this feeling, so thank you for doing this. <br />So much love to you friend. I am so very happy that I found you.Michellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03285428857033727987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7737149064220281943.post-69125804255619643302014-05-23T12:26:03.539-06:002014-05-23T12:26:03.539-06:00I feel EVERY SINGLE WORD of this, Friend…just like...I feel EVERY SINGLE WORD of this, Friend…just like I always do. You are not alone…even though I know how very lonely this life feels…so separated from everyone. No one else will ever fully understand…nor do we want them too. But it's hard…because we kind of wish they would. <br />I so get that cycle…that very cycle you described. A year and a half later, I still experience that cycle, but the stretches are longer between now. I go longer "not feeling"…and then BAM I feel it and it is staggering. You know. Oh how you know.<br />You are loved. I am thankful you found me. Much love ~ JennyFor Viennehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14239370029818098079noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7737149064220281943.post-83790674905953485702014-05-23T00:01:51.145-06:002014-05-23T00:01:51.145-06:00Damn it those brows. Damn it those brows. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04069136390305619715noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7737149064220281943.post-80257494279748434652014-05-22T16:28:30.689-06:002014-05-22T16:28:30.689-06:00Hi Michelle, I do not know you, yet from looking a...Hi Michelle, I do not know you, yet from looking at your instagram pics and reading your blogs i feel like I do. I guess its just one of those "being a mom" things. I just want you to know that you are incredibly strong and brave. I have not read all your blog entries because honestly I just start crying, so I'm reading a little at a time. As a mom, I cannot even fathom the pain and emptiness you must be feeling. I have been praying for you and your family everyday, I don't know exactly what to pray for because I don't even know what can help you right now. I don't understand it, it's not fair, it's not right, it's not supposed to happen that way!! Your story has stuck with me hard, I don't know exactly why maybe because I almost named my little girl Violet. I ask God everyday what I am supposed to get out of this tragic story why I am thinking of this so much....and then my answer came. You are going to be ok.....one day. That painful hole in your heart is slowly going to close up day by day, year by year, but your sweet little baby vi will always remain there forever. I will keep on praying for you, your husband and lyvi. Thank for sharing your little "fat baby" with me. Lots of love from California, Bianca (sweetbeescakes on insta in case you ever see a comment or like :)) Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com